I miss Jamie. I got to talk to him today! He didn't sound very excited to be talking to me, but I know he was just tired. Still, I'm always worried that he's getting tired of me and tired of having to deal with the whole long-distance thing. I know it was just because he was tired, but I still felt like crying. I did cry. But I'm sure I don't always sound happy when I'm talking to him, even though it's something to do with school or whatever that's bothering me - never him. Now I'm rambling. Well, OU beat K-State! I was really happy about it (and still am), but Jamie sounded so... not caring, that I didn't dwell on it. At least, I tried not to. I wish I could just be with him right now. I know if I could just see the way he looks at me I wouldn't be worried anymore. He told me on the phone that Caren is pregnant! And Mom said that Tony & Michelle are going to have a baby, too! Now for Mindy & Jeff and Matt & Nat... I really need to go to sleep. I have to be up in 4 3/4 hours to catch the bus to the train station - my first day of teaching. I'm TERRIFIED. I have no idea what to do once I'm actually in the class. Lots of prayers tonight. I miss you Jamie, and I love you with all my heart!
Wednesday, June 11, 2014