France - 10/30/00

10/30/00

I love my wonderful Jamie.  Matt and Nat gave me a picture mom had sent them of me and Jamie and he looks so adorable in it.  I like having a hot boyfriend!  He wrote to me and ended his letter saying he can't wait til I'm back and til we're together forever.  I love it when he says things like that!  But I hate it that I can't hug him when he does.  [etc., etc.]  The train ride back was uneventful - I slept most of the way.  I don't like being back here where everything makes me think of my teaching job and all the classes I'm taking.  argh.  I just get worn out and depressed thinking about it.  Kinda like what Jamie's going through, except that he can't just go to Germany for a weekend to forget about everything.  I miss him.  I need to do my devotional and get to sleep.  Maybe I can get five hours.  I love you with all my heart, Jamie!  G'night.

Countryside between Germany and France as seen from the train